Monthly Archives: February 2012

The Happiest Moment of My Life

The Happiest Moment of My Life

Starting a novel with an image as profound as Pamuk’s start of The Museum of Innocence is, in truth, a risky way to begin any text. However, this image takes over the story and hold its hand chapter by chapter until the very last word.

IT WAS the happiest moment of my life, though I didn’t know it. Had I known, had I cherished

this gift, would everything have turned out differently? Yes, if I had recognised this instant of

perfect happiness, I would have held it fast and never let it slip away. It took a few seconds,

perhaps, for that luminous state to enfold me, suffusing me with the deepest peace, but it seemed

to last hours, even years. In that moment, on the afternoon of Monday, May 26, 1975, at about a

quarter to three, just as we felt ourselves to be beyond sin and guilt so too did the world seem to

have been released from gravity and time. Kissing Füsun’s shoulder, already moist from the heat

of our lovemaking, I gently entered her from behind, and as I softly bit her ear, her earring must

have come free and, for all we knew, hovered in midair before falling of its own accord. Our

bliss was so profound that we went on kissing, heedless of the fall of the earring, whose shape I

had not even noticed.

The happiest moment of one’s life…

Would it be possible to name one with absolute certainty?

Quote: Pamuk: The Museum of Innocence

Tenderness

Tenderness

I keep telling myself “I don’t have time for this”

But then, this morning I woke up to your shoes. There’s nothing special about them, they are objects left behind for several reasons. You wore a button-down shirt last time we went out and …

Objects get left behind, often like now, but this isn’t something you’ve forgotten.

I wake up today to this image.

 

“I don’t have time for this” I tell your shoes, while I put them in their spot, hoping you’ll walk with me in them.